different colors
floating around me
lost in a cloud
no, its a sea

no escape from reality
no exit i see

hundreds of faces
i'm lost in the crowd
walking so lost
walking alone

theres one way out
but not one for me

walking through time
becoming more lost
i thought i knew where
but i am so lost

Driving sucks. After the cost of your car alone, you have to pay insurance, maintenance, and then GAS.
Sucks.

I'm selling my car, just going to ride my bike around like I used to.
Should be 1000 times cheaper.

Added benefit: No longer have to drive people around as "favors"

A lot has happened and a lot has changed. Or, a lot is happening and things are changing. Either way you look at it is the same ( Read more... )

I've been listening to better music. That was my new years resolution.
That and to practice playing guitar more.

So I have.

Oh yeah!

I'm getting pretty good I think. I play like an hour a day at least...I just think of it like guitar hero and I think about hitting every note and counting 1, 2, 3, 4, and keeping the rhythm...its sick.

Oh yeah.

I'm going crazy
I like living alone
I'm not looking for a girlfriend at all
I'm stuck in a pretty sorry situation
And I don't even know how I got here like this

Screw Cabrillo. Its a bunch of bullshit. I don't buy it.

I quit this shit.

I spent a lot of time thinking today. Thinking about what I want to do with myself, where I want to go in life...and I guess just what I'm doing here on this planet ( Read more... )

Run to the door
Wait; I've been here before.
A changing sceney
And fleeting memory
I know this
Going outside, still looks the same
Look back, but the door is gone.
Continuing journey,
But I'm not in a hurry.

Going crazy. Fast. Basically school is more than I bargained for...13 units is just too many for me. I moved in with my parents again. Well that sucks...its not too bad but I've only been here 2 nights of the week or so since I "moved in" aka put my shit in the garage ( Read more... )

I'm moving again. Back with my parents but I don't know for how long. I know I'm going to try to get out of there as fast as I can. I won't even waste time unpacking my shit this time around.