well i've been sort of talking to him. at least he talks to me now, but i still don't feel like he wants to ( Read more... )

the worst part about living alone is the quiet.

school started. yay.

sad. don't know why, i guess its all the change around. lunar eclipse is going to start any minute now.

Josh has been staying with me for the last week. Its nice having someone around, someone to cook for, and clean for and all that whatever. I think I'll make a great mom (haha) one day, if I ever get the chance.

However, I think Josh will be staying with his mom this week, which might be nice. I can get a little alone time in there.

I had this dream last night...and this guy wanted to date me. And I was all like aww... and thats as far as I'm going with that one. And then when I woke up, I thought that this guy wanted to date me... but it was a dream of course ( Read more... )

light in the sky. who knows how this is going to end up. well i hope. i hope it goes well.

Yay graduation. Its finally over, and I skipped out on mine and went to the seaside high one instead. I saw a lot of the people i should have graduated with and it was really awesome ( Read more... )

i dont know whats going on anymore
theres a definite point before and after where things were the same and then different
a spiral of thoughts
lost in emotion.

i couldn't hear her goodbye over the voices in my own head.

its like i live with three other people and they're all fucking crazy.