in the forest trees green leaves wind in the leaves whispers your name. rivers make a nice sound to fall asleep to. i can't imagine living in the desert, its so void of life and sound and color. i think cactuses are cool because they won't let anyone touch them. if i ever get out of this place i wanna go to europe at least for a little while. ( Read more... )

I absently looked through that days paper. I didn't see anything of any real interest, but I decided to keep the paper under my arm as I exited the Number 5 Subway Line and stepped onto the bustling South Haven Avenue. I looked at my watch and decided I was already going to be late for work, so there was no real point in hurrying ( Read more... )

when you see only love you shall have love.
i'm so sick of them and all their drama.
too many and no more.

for some reason i always get sick on easter. major bummer.
i love egg hunts.

i fucken wish i could sleep.

i spent a long time trying to be something i wasn't. and i think during that time, i never really figured out who i am ( Read more... )

I haven't felt so out of touch with reality in such a long time.
and its not like this is drug induced, it isn't.
i'm just in a funky place at the moment.
i'll snap out soon.
i hope.

drunken kisses in a moonlit parking lot.
sleeping in my car because theres nowhere else.
napping on my bed when my parents left.

mmm.
i like where this is headed.

I was thinking in November and December about things that had happened a year ago. And now I'm realizing that summer is coming up fast and then everything from last summer will be a year ago.

Oh how I cling to the past.

So last night's entry wasn't really what I was aiming for. I'm not sure what I was thinking or where I was going with that, but I don't think I really said what I meant or meant what I said.