its christmas
where did the year go?

i hope i remember this all in the morning...

goodbye lady
you will never know...

im becomming more and more angry
just at life in general
not good for the mental health
or my hands

i wish i were one of those assholes who could live life with walls ( Read more... )

today is a sad day
i can no longer wear my hair up
its too long
now for the awkward growing out stage.. yay?

leaving for sac/sf at 5:30.. byebye

i know im not completely sober
but that doesnt make me any less sad

kinda seems like an understatement
my eyes burn real bad

i got into san francisco state
am i supposed to be happy bout that>!?
i dont want to go there

oh... and my evil cat went peeee peee on my bed again
again
mother fucker

( my very merry adventure to portland/sacramento )

coming back from my road trip thingy to portland/sacramento reminds me of how much i hate it here...

its like a tease every time i go up there...

ive been nothing but sad and mopey since i got back... dont see much changing any time soon
so fuck off

goodbye til friday!

jessica... dance yer ass off for me at trash on thursday k thanks!

hopefully we dont die or anything...

ok im over it
friends only
byebye