For a minute I started hyperventalating because I have alot of SBCC money that I dindn't have to use and the first thought that came to my head was how many books I could buy from Amazon.com instead of how much money I need to spend on important things like

a new light bulb for my right blinker
 an oil change
 parking tickets
 overdue bill
 Phone bill
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ITS TYPE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T HAVE GENITAL HERPES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just walked into work five minutes ago dissapointed that Pam wasn't here to see that I arrived on time. Jack, her ex boyfriend and president of the company and handles the shop in back came up to me and said that morning they had found Pete's grandson dead on the floor of his room. They don't know why ( Read more... )

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   I hate Christmas.

This has been a hard year.

I'm tired of the gifts.

I'm tired of the angry drivers.

I'm tired of the lines.

This year I've been trying to be an example of what I beleive Christmas and giving should be. I expected to feel more fulfilled than the average bear, but instead I realized its harder to distract myself from everything ( Read more... )

List of New Years Resolutions. I haven't made a New Years list in a while. Lets see how it goes.

• Lose Twenty pounds Just enough, not too much.     This is how. 1. No eating after 9:00 pm 2. Always eat breakfast  3. Always eat healthy snacks between meals  4. Start Paddling again  5. Start doing Yoga  6. Do a week detox every month 7. Ride my bike ( Read more... )

This is what I wrote to my Dad.

Subject: Hi Dad, this is Important

Next year my  massage class and work schedual will be really
tight. If you go to www.sbbti.com you'll see why; weird hours and days.
If I chose to take the classes I want, which only come yearly, than I
won't have room to take my city college classes and attend ( Read more... )

I'm lying with me and Eddie's kitty, Otis. We are in bed and he's curled up in the crook of my arm. Hard to type. Everything in a moment went into slow motion, and I could finally lay out on a table all that I am feeling ( Read more... )

         CALLIE!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE!! LIVE FOR YOURSELF AND DON'T LET ANYONE THINK YOU DON'T DESERVE TO MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     I must have checked my email at least 15 times by now to see if my Dad emailed me back yet as to whether he will support me financially in my new education advances. I called him on the phone telling him to check his email, and he dissapointedly said "I'm reading it right now, Camille". This was at 10:00 this morning!!!
     I am SO TIRED even ( Read more... )