ATTENTION!!!....IM GOING BACK TO MY OLD JOURNAL...i dont like this anymore..lol so add that one on ur friends list and leave a post!....the user name is slavetoaden .....Thank you...enjoy

Today would have been me and Aden's 2 year aniversary. Im crying so hard right now...I miss him so much. I was reading his old journal, and reading just about how depressed he was and how happy that i acually made him. I cant believe I had such big effect on someones life. Aden wasnt like anyone else i have ever met. He was just different, but in a ( Read more... )

I went to school today!...It was ok i guess...besides i am flooded with homework now since i was gone yesterday -_-...but it wont be to hard to do...all my classes are pretty esay so i shouldnt have any trouble ( Read more... )

Gosh im sorry i havent been on lately...Its hard updating a livejournal and a deadjournal...*cries* so little time to do all i need to do....Ive been really busy with school and all. And Aaron...He is leaving soon so yea...we are done...but i guess its for the best yea?...yea it is...I really dont have all that much to say. Halloween is getting ( Read more... )

Well once again the life of Ryan is slipping away and i havent had time to write in here...I really want to write more, i just havent had time with school and work and all -_ ( Read more... )

Gawd...im such a fucking lier. I still love Aaron, but i love Chris too...My heart is torn two ways, but Chris wont talk to me, and Aaron thinks that everything is over and that im fine with it all. I dont know what to do >.< And i think Ariana is going to be mad at me when she reads the post below, so im basically screwed ( Read more... )

Well its over...me and Aaron are just friends and Im fine with that ^_^...I no longer see him as a boyfriend, jus a really good friend! Im excited that we are still friends and he is great to hang out with. So yea...alls good with me and Aaron now!^_ ( Read more... )

*sigh* my once exciting life has now become boring as all hell....Without Aaron there isnt much excitment on my half and my bestfriend Ariana has been madly obsessive with her internet boyfriend and hasnt really had time for me, so Ive basically just been doing nothing...sittin around watching TV or going to the park and watchin the hot tennis ( Read more... )

I run my hand slowly down the side of his face feeling the warmth and smoothness of his skin. I look into his dark deep eyes and I see through him, into his soul. I see the kindness and the need to be loved. He leans close and whispers in my ear. The coolness of his breath makes me shiver and triggers my excitement and urge. He pulls his head away ( Read more... )

Well me and Aaron broke up, well acually he broke up with me. He said he wasnt ready for a relationship and that he got in it for the wrong reasons. *sigh* yes i cried for a very long time. But I think im acually starting to get over it now. Yes i did love him and i still do, but i guess that we can just be friends if thats all he is willing to be ( Read more... )