im done talking to people i care for. evidently. every time i start somewhat developing a friendship, i try to talk to people to much, i get annoying. and i deserve to be slapped down over and over again, emotionally.her and i have had a relationship for near a year and a half now, but ive yet to truly find her. she told me dhe owuldnt let me talk ( Read more... )

so, when i move back to cwood, me and two friends are going to be getting an apartment together. three bedroom, pretty nice place. the cool thing for me? they are both of the feminine persuasion *wink wink*. lmoa. its going to be fun. well have the best place of everyone i know. i cant wait. im actually excited for something bakc in cottonwood. fun ( Read more... )

The christian religion is not in fact monotheistic. I is ditheistic. By naming fearing and believing in an ultimate evil you worship it and make it a god.

i realized that in class today. wasnt doing much of my work. alot of thinking though. as always.

My life is falling apart before my eyes. I had a bigger entry on this not to long ago, but i felt foolish for what i wrote in it. so im going to leave it at that. my life is falling apart before my eyes.

all this shit is making me physicaly ill.

no ones ever on msn anymore. poo on you all.

Some one save me please...

wont you come with me? im tired of walking alone. wont you walk with me? PLEASE? *puppy eyes* Ill be good to you, i swear. Ill hold you if you hold me. Ill hold your hand and hug you when you need it. ill even dance like a fool. wont you walk wtih me? Im so tired of walking alone. come with me....

im going to sleep, i cant stand this world right

mmm, i am so lonely. i wish i had somone who cared about me. i really wish i did. and im not forgetting anyone, i dont mean a friend. i mean somone who shares a special longing for one another. the kind of person you would sit up all night just to talk too, but you wouldnt have too because they would be right there waiting to talk to you. the kind ( Read more... )

alright the cute little one got off for a while so ill update on my characters. anson and joseph ( Read more... )

so, two more characters. anson and joseph. joseph is really old, anson is twenty something and a lawyer, ill post more on them later, im enjoying a convo right now.

i just found out today that im going to live in phoenix for a while and im leaving sunday. alot of notice, eh? fun stuff.