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[mildman]

hm, my rantings are pointless. they dont help me get over anything and i am just annoying the fuck out of people with al the shit i say. wow, i am goin gback to the old me. i hate this. woooooooooo, time to withdraw from the world. bye peoples.

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[mildman]

oh yea, i forgot to say how no one can ever take me serious. isnt it great when you try to say something completely and totally seriously and you get laughed at as if it were a joke? isnt it great when people dont realize what hell you go through? hm, maybe its because i do such a good fucking job at hiding it, but dont you think at least one god damn person might notice? sont you think they might realize how much it hurts to be rejected by everyone? to be told your adopted, to be kept around only for your size, to be ridiculed, always, not just behind your back. dont you think it hurts when you try your hardest to be nice to people and they either just blow you off or take advantage of who you are. god, people just dont fucking get how much some of the stuff they do hurts. i am not only talking about this happening to moe here. most of the people i care for go through the same shit as this. and it pisses me off. well, now

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bye peoples

[blackenedrose]

*walks up to him and hugs him.
I care about you.
Miles dont matter.
Thoughts and emotions do okay?
Breathe.
And if you feel its best to leave, do just that.. but dont wander off too far.. or i will have to come and find you..

[blackenedrose]

who is the old you.

[mildman]

the old me? a dick. didnt care about anyone or anything. no freinds. hated everyone and everything. hurt veyone and everything around him. and all that good stuff. s myabe if i do become him again it would be best if we didnt talk, i wouldnt want to wind up hurting you. but the only reason he was like that, he was scared, and rightfully so. it was a way do deal with his problems. so yea, that is old me. inconsiderate bastared who caused nothing but pain, because he was scared, good ascuse huh? he was scared. what really gets me is in the book i am reading a bunc of people just commited murder because they were "scared". uts amazing what fear can do to one, isnt it?