please, dont show me any pitty for my last post. i was just saying why i am depressed. its not such a big deal, just a sort of loss of inocence, and a desensitizing toward violence. so, dont worry bout the last post, anyone. if you even were going to. i just felt like getting that off my chest. tis all good.

out and out again.

hm, ok so i know, or knew for a while (few weeks or so now) why i havent been happy or care free for the longest time ( Read more... )

hm, i dont want to be here. im leaving.

out.

god, im do lost. i dont want to move around. i want to find one place i could stay. i want a stable life for once. i dont want to have to move every two to three years, maybe staying for four. i hate losing everyone i ever had to talk to. i hate it when my ties slip away. i have no roots and i hate it. but i dont think i could live a life in one ( Read more... )

I just had one of the most........ hm, interesting conversations i have ever had. i talked with my mom and my moms best friend about my father. So, i came to the final conclusion that my whole life has been pushed in a direction in which he could always be better than me. some might say no one is like that, but i guarantee you that is what it is. ( Read more... )

i need to start my final, ill take up your idea and try to make something mine. thanks for that.

out.

so, i just talked to my dad. what a fake son of a bitch. he really pisses me off sometimes. but, as it goes, he is my father. hm, i thought i left him behind when we movd from louisiana but i think he might be moving here asometime. dont get me wrong, i miss my father, but i really dont like him to much. sometimes he is an inconsiderate son of a ( Read more... )

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man, out of 1-10 on my hottness, i just got a 360 ( Read more... )

decided i would. nothing esle to do, but homeworl that needs done ( Read more... )