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[milell_phasion]

i have no real friends.
this is lame.
i want matt and josh to live here.
and for us to live together like we planned.
being used by my 'friends' just isn't working out too well.
fuck this.

Comments

[aliciasmith]

most friends are only friends when it's convenient or benefits them.

[milell_phasion]

it's just disappointing when it's someone you have been friends with your entire life.

[__dearmariah]

patt no one is using you. no one ever has or ever will. you need to cut the shit and talk to us instead of the livejournal entries. you tell us you feel used and you write this in here but as soon as the question "what the hell are we doing to make you feel used?" is raised, you officially dont feel like talking. as soon as any good argument is used against you to show that youre not being used and that your friends love you and you cant play the self pity game anymore, you walk away. stop being manipulative, stop being mean, and stop making me feel like shit for something im not doing. and if i am really making you feel that way and it bothers you this much then fucking talk to me about it. if youre not willing to do that then youre not willing to save a friendship that i (and i thought, you) value more than anything.

[__dearmariah]

oh yeah and ps...
i still want you around every waking minute of the day even through all this.
i never "tried so incredibly hard to hate you"
who abandoned who