I have managed to make someone very close to me hate me completely.

My uncle died.

I have no money to buy food and no pans to cook with so I have been living off of Bread, Butter, and dry Froot Loops.

I got a repo order on my car because I cant afford my payment.

&& to finish the week off, I get to spend Christmas completely alone.

Life has done a good job of teaching me one thing. No matter how good things are, eventually it leads to sadness, despair && heartbreak. But maybe life has only shown me these things so that I could see the true beauty in the things that were to come. When you finally feel comfortable enough with someone to share your deepest darkest secrets, when ( Read more... )

Madisyn is going to be a big sister. Baby is due May 24th, 2011 && before anyone asks, the Daddy is my ex, and he wants nothing to do with the baby. He intends to terminate his rights as soon as the baby is born. It's whatever, I can give my child a good life with or without a man.

"You have a mind that never quits. You need constant stimulation and are fond of talking, debating, reading, writing and other forms of communication. You can be quite competitive, and you enjoy sparring with others, sometimes purposely taking on an opposing point of view. The nervous energy charging through Rabbit personalities often ( Read more... )

For the first time in any relationship I have ever had I don't feel the need to rush into anything. I mean technically there is no "relationship" at this point, but that is perfectly fine. I have an amazing friendship with this man, and that is more important to me than being his "girlfriend". For the last 21 (almost 22) years I have been in such a ( Read more... )

I was looking through my old journal and found something that I had written for my ex nearly 3 years ago. I had completely forgotten about it until now. He recently came back into my life. Things have changed since we were together, but reading this reminded me of how hurt I was, and how much I really cared about him before. I keep telling myself ( Read more... )

Not too much going on lately... I am moving back to Vermont because I have a sick family member that needs some help... It's gonna suck not having my own place anymore, but family comes first. I gave Pauline my 30 days notice today... I am kinda sad that I won't have my own place anymore, but I will get over it.

School is going okay, 3 weeks into ( Read more... )

I might be moving sooner than I thought... Haven't decided what I want to do yet... I love having my own apartment, but getting out of this place seems like a much better idea to me... I guess we will see what happens...

Oh, and FYI, I left Todd...

On New Years Morning...

I'm happy...

that sounds mean...

it's all good though.

I'm loving life.

I have ( Read more... )

So Todd and I are having a baby... or babies. I have an ultrasound on the 8th and apparently I might be carrying twins!! Yeah, it's a little crazy, but my HcG level is tripling every 2 days when it should be doubling every 2-3 days! We will see out it goes... my due date is around the end of may... more detail after the ultrasound.

Whatever happened to "hearing it from the horses mouth?" The first two months of living at Plywood Palace were cool... we got along with all of our neighbors, we could go around the corner and chill with our neighbors without causing problems, People wouldn't get pissed because we wouldn't hang out with them. Now this one bitch decides to make up ( Read more... )