I love Mike and there is nothing in this world that can change that. I mean NOTHING.

I am so confused right now and I don't know what to think. My mind is lost and I want it back. The first time was special because it was with someone that I loved and still do. I made the mistake of saying that it wasn't special and I'm so mad at myself for saying that because I didn't even realize that I said it until he told me. Ever since the ( Read more... )

I don't like the way this feels. Everyday when I walk out of my house it seems that he is there. Everyday when I come home from school he is there. I remember the day he leaned over his balcony and took pictures of me without asking. Sometimes he just stares at me like something is is wrong with me. I stood outside while holding the railing, just ( Read more... )

we'll marry some day and when that day comes I will make him the happiest man alive. He says I already do and who am I to argue? I love him with every bit of my soul and not an ouce less. Job, car, money, it's just an accessory. Theses are not the things that bind us together. So what that I wear a ring on the third finger from the left. A ring is ( Read more... )

Today wasn't the worst day ever, not compared to summer 2003. I thought it was over and done with, but obviously not, when someone just out right asked me about it and I had no choice but to tell the truth, when I had already found myself buried in lies. I also, by accident broke my dad's navy picture. The glass cracked right down the middle and I ( Read more... )

Let me leave a message. Please just don't say a word. I wish you were here right now to see the tears roll down my cheeks, not to show sympathy for me, but to see how stupid I really feel. I don't want to admit I was wrong and I don't want to say I'm sorry, but I can't just let you walk away. I never intend to upset you when I'm mad at other people ( Read more... )

I want a guy who I can run to in my PJs with my hair all messed up and my eyes red from crying and he says "Baby, you look beautiful." I have what I want, I have everything that I need right now. Although love maynot be able to pay the bills and get us through the month's rent, I believe in my heart that I can make it. Telling me that if tomorrow I ( Read more... )

I wish you could hear me *****, because if you could then you could hear the pain that's in my heart and soul. You have no idea what you put me through. You attempted to take away what every human being needs and that's love. I hate you so much for hurting me. Why did you do it? Why did you talk about me like I was a whore? Why did you make me lose ( Read more... )

I think that this has to be the best year ever. I'm so happy that I get to spend my holidays with someone special. By far I think that this is the happiest I have been in a very long time. I have alot to look forward to. At the rate we're going I think I could stay this happy forever. Loving someone has never meant so much to me. All I want is to ( Read more... )

My hair is all messy and my face is pale from lack of makeup. If it hadn't been for you I wouldn't look like this. You are the only one that thinks that I look pretty even though the dark circles under my eyes are so visible that you could see them from a mile away. You are the only one who somehow can see into my soul and not find anything to pick ( Read more... )