So today at work Tom asked me out to lunch on Thursday. I spent the next few hours agonizing about how I was going to break it to him that I'm not really interested in dating this summer (especially not one person) for various reasons not really related to him ( Read more... )

Tonight my mom and I went to the restaurant for dinner, which was tons of fun. We got good food at half off (still totally expensive) and like EVERYONE I know came over to the table to say hi and then said bye to us as we were leaving. It was awesome. It's so weird how when you're in college, you just keep creating these new little lives for ( Read more... )

Today I was browsing Facebook and of COURSE I looked at Dean's profile. His wall is filled with all these flirty comments from girls who go to his new school. Barf ( Read more... )

I had a really weird dream about my dad last night. My life wasn't located at home...but like, my mom and friends and I were somewhere else that felt slightly permanent (school maybe? but definitely not at my school). I was just in the middle of a sentence and I turned around and there he was. He had come to visit me. He was in a great mood ( ( Read more... )

So, if you add every aspect of my night together, you get something only slightly unpleasant. When you consider them individually, it was a big fat mess ( Read more... )

Today was a work day unlike any other and there is a distinct possibility that I'm going on a date tonight ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here waiting for Dean to IM me. After three years of crap, after ten resolutions to stop waiting for Dean, I'm waiting for him. This time I'm not waiting for him because I like him, love him, or want to be his friend. I'm waiting for him because I want the opportunity to tell him that I don't want his friendship anymore ( Read more... )

After a long night of stalking Jason Mraz, I'm preparing for my day at work. I'm opening today and I've never opened at this place before, so that'll be interesting. On top of that, tired as I am, I have to take an Alcohol Awareness test ( Read more... )

I was thinking today about how Dean has a remarkable ability to change my mood. Whereas most friends see me in the mood I was previously experiencing, Dean automatically makes me at least a little more bitter than I was before I saw/talked to/thought about him. This makes him slightly different than the average friend ( Read more... )

At one o'clock this morning I finally reached home after a long travel day (certainly not my longest, after that 30 hour plane trip from New York last summer, but that's a different story). My conclusion is that San Diego is pretty much just like here except bigger, with different weather, and on the other coast. I wasn't as impressed as I expected ( Read more... )