Dear Medeina ( Read more... )

I woke up in the hospital with a feeding tube in my mouth and my arms strapped down. I was so thirsty. I could taste the flaking crust of blood and skin around my mouth ( Read more... )

I love pop music. I really, really do. And I am currently listening to some of the best pop music... ever. Period ( Read more... )

Accepted at NYU (Gallatin), Sarah Lawrence, and Vassar. Wait-listed at Swarthmore. Rejected at Yale and Princeton.

Words of wisdom?

I think I'm going to be starting a new journal, that I may actually update with some regularity. Stay tuned for the link.

I found a very maudlin poem that I wrote when I was thirteen and I felt like sharing it with the group ( Read more... )

I am so scared to be alone.

Jericho holds his head beneath the faucet, shaking out the tepid water that percolates through his mop of maroon hair. The formerly white sink is rimmed with red like an underslept eye and his henley, the worn ivory of porcelain veneers, is pocked with smudges of fuchsia dye. He turns the spigot and pestles his hair with a towel, looking at me ( Read more... )

Brakes crunch, gravel flies ( Read more... )

1. name ( Read more... )

Psychedelics
5-MeO-DMT
2C-B
2C-I
Mescaline
LSD
Amanita muscaria
Psilocybe cubensis

Entactogens
MDA
MDMA [Ecstasy]

Dissociative hallucinogens
DXM
Ketamine [Special K]
Nitrous oxide
PCP
Salvia divinorum [Salvia]

Stimulants
Caffeine
Nicotine
Modafinil [ProVigil]

Sympathomimetic aminesCocaine hydrochloride [coke ( Read more... )