there has been a lot and very little going on all at the same time ( Read more... )

its been a week since my last update
honestly i'm just wasting time because i don't feel like cleaning out my closet

life isn't too bad right now

but something is definatly missing

there was never any place
for someone like me to be totally happy
some things never do change

so i am waiting for my sweet boyfriend to come over on his lunch break. he is really sweet and i am very lucky to have him =o)

I'm on break from working a double because I am a good sister and volunteered to pick up a shift so she can drink beer all day.

I'm hoping they will tell me they don't need me

That would be AWESOME!

I don't know why I am updating. I don't really have anything of interest to say. I feel like I should ( Read more... )

Got a case of the love bi-polar.

Who wants to go fly a kite with me?

I stayed the night in Ocean City, NJ last night with Kauffman. It really was a lot of fun. I missed polish water ice, and I got a new tye dye hoodie SWEET.

Psychics are uber creepy.

It is 8:24, and I have to be at work at 9. I got less than 4 hours of sleep and now I am EXHAUSTED! but it was so worth it.

Last night, was nice.
I missed hanging out with Kim I don't get to do it nearly as much as I would like to.

Also, when I have been drinking beer I found that I am just a GOD AWFUL Dance Dance Revolution and Guitar Hero

So a quart of Monster energy drink and seven cups of coffee later here I am. Posting yet another blog. Figures really, I go forever without posting and then out of the blue there I go again. Blasting everything at once into the webisphere. I am entirely too frustrated. Sexually and emotionally. I keep waiting for a change. Not sure in what form ( Read more... )

I'm actually kind of glad no one really reads this
I need to start writing more for myself than I do anyone else

for the first time in a long time I feel strangely self-reliant
I feel like I can overcome anything (if you exclude certain things)

Example:

• I feel super uncomfortable in my own skin.
  
• I feel like I was born in the wrong time. I feel like I ( Read more... )