"The toll on the runner however, was high if he chose not to slack off. Psycologically as well as physically, he paid the price. He became weak, depressed; he needed 12 to 14 hours of sleep a night. He was literally desperate for rest, spent his waking hours elevated, in a state of general irritability. He became asexual, rendered, in the words of ( Read more... )

Well I havcen't updated in a long long while. Looking at my last entry that sure was a happy day and for those who don't talk to me much a little update. I'm still with katie, a little over a month now. She's an awesome girl. We just have so much fun, she helps me be me and always puts a smile on my face. Running wise, well i mean it's good i think ( Read more... )

Well an interesting past couple days. Wed I went over to the messers and went running with john and andy. so pretty much a sprint around westfield for 5-6 miles as we chugged along at like 6:30 miles. After that i learned about WOW the video games of xc runners haha. Good times than katie came home and we went to southampton to go ride her horse. I ( Read more... )

well here it is an update. I knew that once I started making this thing I'd stop updating it. Which is weird because I have things to write about and i'm insanly bored at home, but yet i just don't update. School's over for a few weeks now which is good and bad. no school work is always a plus, but i like it in westfield. I have a lot of friends ( Read more... )

I've been in a weird mood all day. Truly all i want to do right now is play basketball for some reason so I can't wait until intramurals tonight. I've just been grumpy all day. I'm actually pretty pumped now though b/c I'm about to get a page of a paper done and i never do h/w during the afternoon. I've been playing like love songs in a depressing ( Read more... )

it's snowing and I have to go to work :( I want to make a snowman.

Been a good past couple days, i'm back at school which I love. Running is going well and school is for the most part minus stupid music class. sorry for anyone that though i was depressed in my last entry, i actually wasn't it just kind of came off that way. Girls are there and they're important in every guys life, but i don't sweat it, i know ( Read more... )

not feeling so good. i'm just sick, tired, and cold. I don't really wanna get into it, but i'm just not happy with money at this current point and time and what it does to my family. It just really sucks. Than i saw the same guy i saw 2 days ago out in the cold today with a homeless disable vet sign. I wish i just had so much money to give this guy ( Read more... )

so yea I was watching the half-time show of dallas's football game. and sheryll crow was winging her new song and it really made me miss being in love. I don't know why it did it, but yea finding someone that I could actually fall for that hard would be amazing. trouble is i haven't found anyone like that or even close to that in a long time. last ( Read more... )

"homeless, hungry, help!" 3 words that burn though my soul. a man standing on the street in downtown springfield holds this sign at 7:00 on a saturday night in november. Interesting, maybe we should all go to the mall and buy a $50 sweatshirt from hollister so we aren't cold. Yea this whole entry prob isn't gonna make any sense, but whatever. i'm ( Read more... )