it sucks when i'm upset because honestly, i feel that the only two people that i can talk to to make me feel better, both live an hour away.

I'm so confused. I really don't know what's going on. I really do believe he just doesn't want me to visit him, and that there may be another girl. As I sit here, hurt, because I turned down people for him, since i knew he's been hurt too many times and I didn't want to be added to the list. this is just simply terrible, and honestly i just need my ( Read more... )

Oh, livejournal; I am sorry I let another year go by without me updating. Here's a kicker, I'm a sophomore in college now. I had a great first year at Eastern, where I met friends I know I'll see at my wedding (whenever that may be). Life isn't too bad. There's a boy, but I don't know exactly our status. I don't know, I guess it shouldn't matter as ( Read more... )

guess whose back, back again - karissas back, tell a friend.i havent updated since freshman year, and look here - i'm a fuckin senior ( Read more... )

okayyy soooo - from the floor to the top of my matress is a 27inch difference.! OHH SNAPPP. yea , my new bed is reallly high up . but i like it alot. even if i have to like roll on it to get up. [ my dogs even need doggy steps.. lmaoo ] anywaysss ; im in bed right now cuz its comfy and high up and i feel like a princess.we're havign a surprise ( Read more... )

ugh , so im laying in bed - wondering how hot it is outside. but who knows. idk if i wanna get outta bed. last night i went o my aunts for my uncles birthday. it was suppose to be a surrpise but he ruined it lolll. it was still fun though ( Read more... )

justt a poem for today =)

I Can't Promise You i want to tell you that i can be your best ( Read more... )

so heres my story from the rest of my vacationnnn ( Read more... )

oh and did i mentioned ; me and jordan were mooned like 4 times ?
( thanks kemp ) lmao.

OHHH ANDDD ; THIS VACATION - IS GONNA BEE "BOOMBANGIN" =)

OKAYYYY SOOOOO ; today wasnt a let down. butt lets start with last night though =)

LAST NiGHT : me , jord and tree went walking. it was SOO funn =) we walked all aroundd the neighbor hood. we played at tuttle . lol it wa slike 930/ 10 andd we are playing on the jungle gym. it was COLD. butt we stuck it out lol. i came home and they hadd to leave ( Read more... )