I just found out that my grandpa is dying.

I don't know what to do with myself.

So what the hell is wrong with people? I swear to God, if it isn't one thing, its another. I understand the need to be helped but for most people now, its come to the verge of selfishness. Stop blaming your problems on other people, other things! Take responsibility for what you've done and hold yourselves accountable. This is no one else's fault, ( Read more... )

I am just so tired. So tired of being alone. So tired of hating myself. So tired of liars. So tired of fakes. So tired of everything. Nothing is the same anymore. I know that change is inevitable but it doesn't mean that I have to like it. In some ways, I want the world to go back to the way it used to be, back when everything was secure and I knew ( Read more... )

you're an angel, don't you cry

I finally did it. I'm so proud of myself. I not only broke my heart, but also the heart of someone I really did love. I never thought I was strong enough to do it. But you always seem to surprise yourself. I'm sorry it didn't work out the way I wanted it to. I miss him but I know that it had to be done and it made me a stronger person. But I do ( Read more... )

Your pain ain't love ( Read more... )

The world is cruel ( Read more... )

There are some days

when sticking a gun to my temple

just seems worth it.

I'm sorry...
I'm just so sorry.
I never meant for this to happen.
One thing and its gone.
Forgive me, if you can ever find it in your heart.

Every time I get lost in paradise
I find a way to screw it up somehow

And love's light blue ( Read more... )