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[millionminds]

The only thing I ever use this journal for anymore is ranting, isn't it? To those of you who actually still look at this journal, I apologize in advance for coming back with nothing but whining. Life sucks, that's about all there is to it. But there are a lot of things I can't really say elsewhere for fear of pushing someone too far or getting

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[enchantr]

This is not good. I have been where you are; I've been on antidepressants since 1998 and every time I've gone off them, soon realized I had to go back on them. Mine is more organic than a psychiatric problem, but of course there are elements of that too. It's only through friends that I've gotten to my ripe old age (68) but I can tell you, life IS worth living! Don't give up on it or yourself or other people, there IS a longterm friend out there for you who will understand you, stick with you and not "move on". I know, I found one in 1988 and we're closer than ever now, even though we're both "senior citizens". We still laugh and giggle and make terrible jokes. We hug each other and talk each other through sad times and illnesses and cloudy days

[millionminds]

Thank you so much. Seriously, I'm beyond words at this point. I honestly don't know what to say, other than I really appreciate your kind words.

I'm not sure when things are going to look up, or how they are going to, but you're right. And taking the time to appreciate the small things is a good idea, too.

So yes, thank you. I'm sorry you went through that same rough spell. Truly I am. :( But I'm happy you're doing well now!