And boy, has a lot changed ( Read more... )

The only thing I ever use this journal for anymore is ranting, isn't it? To those of you who actually still look at this journal, I apologize in advance for coming back with nothing but whining. Life sucks, that's about all there is to it. But there are a lot of things I can't really say elsewhere for fear of pushing someone too far or getting ( Read more... )

So I finally got my head on straight, and THANK GOODNESS. I'll be waiting approximately six months to move to Texas, and during those six months, I'm going to get a second job where I currently live in hopes of repaying all my debts. That way, when I go down south, I can get into the nursing program and work towards my nurse practitioner's license ( Read more... )

So, I've hit a rut. I'm stuck in this tiny little shithole of a town and I'm in the middle of a financial crisis. My panic attacks are getting worse, and I can't seem to convince myself to be happy here ( Read more... )

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Title: Reliance
Author: millionminds
Chapter: 4/4
Fandom: Left 4 Dead 2
Pairing: Nick/Ellis
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Graphic sex between men, slightly OOC!Nick, OOC!Ellis, cursing, slight violence.
Disclaimer: I don't own L4D2 or anything it entails. Don't sue me.

( Life really had a way of throwing shit your way sometimes. )

My stress level has reached its peak, I think. .___. So I really need to vent. Feel free to disregard this. I'm honestly just trying to get some stress off my chest, since my panic attacks are coming back on a daily fucking basis and I found myself thinking some not-so-pleasant things this morning ( Read more... )

FFFFF I UPDATED. 8D

Title: Reliance
Author: millionmindsChapter: 3/4 ( Read more... )

Firstly, I'd like to thank feeniebeanie for helping me find the template for icon posts, since even though it's been three years, I'm still a Livejournal n00b. And second, I'd like to thank yorda_ for providing a wonderful set of screenshots for the opening for L4D2. Partial credit goes to them for these ( Read more... )

PLEASE DON'T SHOOT ME


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