Can I tell you how dangerous hockey games are? I don't mean the flying pucks, the checking, or anything that normally would be considered dangerous. I mean the fact that I always leave completely turned on. I don't know what it is about this game, but my goodness! I really need to meet a hot hockey player. REALLY need to meet one. I think I'm just ( Read more... )

It's only Wednesday. I feel as though this week has just dragged on forever. Every day I think about what must be done, what has happened, where I am now. The thought of going back scares me. I feel as though that part of my life has ended, but its gaping open like a deep cut. Every thought I have is a pound of salt pouring down ( Read more... )

I woke up feeling it before realizing what day it was. One month.

This is impossible.

I cannot understand some people sometimes. I understand that life is difficult, and that each person is at a different level of difficulty. What I find hard to deal with may not be what you find hard to deal with because things are much more complicated for you. BUT, there are two kinds of difficulty. There are those things in life that challenge ( Read more... )

Today was good. I laid in bed daydreaming until about one. Dragged my ass out of bed and did some research about nonsense online then got a call. I must say it was quite a nice call, but what if I said I didn't want to hang out?! Ha ha, as though I ever would. Anyhow, my two glorious friends surprised me by driving all the way down from Flag and ( Read more... )

Today was good. Gregg took me out to the shooting range gave me Handgun 101. It felt good to have my mom's gun in my hands. I just wish she could have been here to see my targets. She certainly would have been proud. My first set of rounds were okay, got most of the shots in the black. Then we upgraded to the silhouette target, which is what you ( Read more... )

Very rarely does one have the opportunity to see the irony of life. The sorrowful justice of it all ( Read more... )

What happens when you realize you hate who you've become?

I cannot believe Thanksgiving is already right around the corner. I feel as though this semester went by far too fast. Who has time for life anymore?! I am excited that I get to decorate for Christmas next Tuesday when I stumble home with Miss Polly. She gets to see her first christmas tree!!! I am, however, nervous about the drive. I get panic ( Read more... )

GUESS WHAT?! I am going to have the greatest birthday ever! Beyond the fact that Steph and I are going to go celebrate in Vegas with all our friends, I get to spend it with both my family and my friends this year. Luckly my birthday lands on a Sunday so I can go home that weekend come home on Sunday and still see everyone ( Read more... )