I had the strangest dream last night. I was sitting in my room doing work and I got this strange feeling. It was the same feeling I usually get when I sense someone else in the room (I know weird but it's true). And then my phone rang. When I answered there wasn't anyone else on the line. I went back to what I was doing and then started to feel ( Read more... )

Why is it that one smile can turn everything around? I gave up, was ready to move on. Whether I should have or not that was the case. Then, we waved and he gave me this smile that made me melt. I don't know what to think of it. There is that difference between a casual "hey" smile and a "I didn't expect to see you and now I'm really happy that you ( Read more... )

The woman at Safeway had her cheeks. I looked at them as the woman fumbled with the plastic bag and it was as though she was right before me. I felt her, I smelled her, but I couldn't touch her. I tried to block the feelings I had. Until tonight and the movie. He felt so much pain and it changed him; all because he could see them in the people on ( Read more... )

I definitely got back from Phoenix half an hour ago. Yes it's 12:15 and twelve hours ago I was sitting in class ( Read more... )

At what point do draw the line ( Read more... )

Whilst I swore I wouldn't write in this damn thing again, I had to share this overwhelming realization. I was on my way out of work today when a person called me to cancel her attendence at the conference. That call changed me, perhaps forever ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I've updated! There's so much that has happened in the last month. Let's see, I celebrated my 21st to begin with! I headed over to Steph and Heather's where they proceeded to doll me up and get me crunk. Then a bunch of us headed out to the bars. Oh my goodness what a night! Steph got in with a fake, which we all found ( Read more... )

I had a dream that life was continuing on as it were before the first move. She was still here. They say that when you dream of someone that has passed on they are with you at that moment. I hope that's true. She was telling me a story that scared me just enough for me to wake up. When I did I didn't feel alone; it gave me goosebumps ( Read more... )

I think I'm well on my way to being one of those lost souls. I don't forsee myself ever settling as long as I have enough money to be going anywhere and everywhere. Truly the only things keeping me here right now is that I'm in my last years of college and I've got all my cats. I don't plan on being at NAU forever and I won't be adopting anymore ( Read more... )

I cannot express how irritated I am at the moment. I have certain concerns and worries that are my own stupid thing, and when you turn around and confirm it. It hurts, a lot. I'm sorry I'm such an imposition. I know I'm horrible right now, but what the fuck am I supposed to do? If you don't like the situation, say it to my face ( Read more... )