i am sitting in my empty house with the cats drinking hurricane at 5:43 PM EST. tomorrow i have a final exam at 8am that i am likely going to bomb and i don't care. i'm dropping out of school and haven't told my mom yet. she probably won't be happy. while i have no desire to ever be back in the dc area i've found myself missing eating pho in strip ( Read more... )

fuckdt up. i live in filth. dropping out of school. crushing so hard on this lady that it makes me feel like im 13 years old. im 20. thats weird. didnt think id make it this far. death of a teenager. why are my nailclippers always missing ( Read more... )

here is a post about me whining about my life

(edit: used government allotted bandwidth to download jpgs of cats instead)

step 1: put half the money from your wallet away to stop frivolous spending of the meager money you make working at a summer death camp for spoiled children so you can buy a bass cab so your band can go on tour ( Read more... )

i hate my cat. she always just gives me judgemental looks as to say, "what the fuck is wrong with you"
its hot and dark in this room.

the feelings of depersonalization ive been getting as my social life fails on me aren't even that bad. guess im just waiting for the next scene in which i destroy the last horcrux for all of my asshole friends and start my next year of hogwarts.


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im trying to articulate my thoughts better. recently (well i suppose for the past couple of months) i've been wanting to write more, i.e short stories, zines, lyrics, etc, but i have trouble thinking of what to write about. my brain floats around a lot of good ideas but they're lost on me once i reach for a pen/keyboard/whatever. i now keep a ( Read more... )

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i actually have the car at my disposal tonight and i realized i have nowhere to go.

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