I've questioned what my priorities always were before in respect to my ambitions. Tonight, someone actually asked me what I wanted as far as family goes, where I saw that fitting in with everything else. Having a successful family is very important to me, raising strong, successful children is something I look forward to. But some of my dreams, ( Read more... )

Just a quick line for anyone out there in the cobwebs of my journal. First off, that's really gross. Why would you be in cobwebs?! They're nasty little buggers. And why do I even have them if they're so gross. Ew. Second, alot has been going on ( Read more... )

A number of things have happened recently, it's amazing how one event can change things drastically. Now imagine how much things can change when there's multiple things happening. Yeah. That's about right. While there are a lot of things happening to me and around me, I feel great, but at the same time, a bit left behind. I don't even know where to ( Read more... )

Well, with my brother's wedding and seeing my family again, my perspective on life has been fixed and things feel alot better. I'm not stressing out as bad as I used to and I feel pretty calm about most things. I'm not even stressing too much about school. Life in general is good again and I can safely say that things can only get better.... well, ( Read more... )

So I'm realizing how stupid I can be when it comes to guys. I'm kinda stuck with a guy I don't want to be with (he's a nice guy and a great friend, don't get me wrong) and I've kinda pushed away a guy that I do kinda want. He has another girlfriend and I'm sitting here encouraging that...but why? It hurts and yet I'm the one twisting that deepening ( Read more... )

So, after TheMike (not to be confused with just plain Mike) recieved several emails concerning marriage, relationships, ect, we started talking about the whole thing. Lots of thoughts have been zooming around my head on different things. No this is not because of any person or groups, just thoughts. I believe in and what that fairytale ending. By ( Read more... )

A friend of mine mentioned something recently that made me think about things. He said, after me ranting about something briefly that he was relieved that I had ranted and encouraged me to continue. He was worried that I was too passive in life and such and worried that I didn't have much passion. I assured him I was very passionate and we ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I posted here, but I've been going back into poetry again. Funny huh? same old use it's always been to me. I'm just glad I have it ( Read more... )

Alright, so thursday was Battle of the dance, where my ballroom team and I performed. We did awesome! I messed up at one little spot but nothing big and I doubt anyone noticed, so it's all good. And I got to wear those hot, hot pink dresses that inevitably make the wearer of said dresses very sexy and hot. It's just a fact. Face it. well...I dunno ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's been a small while since I updated and alot has happened. But First, Thank you to everyone for your kind words. I do appreciate them, and they did help quite a bit the past little while ( Read more... )