I went to the most awesome workshop tonight. I'm excited about the things I learned. Ask me about it sometime ( Read more... )

I keep trying to remember that I used to feel like this every day. Things really are better. Just not as much today. Overall, though...they are. I hate hormones, and not being able to control my feelings more.

Bleh.

welp, let's see. where am i right now? i had a great weekend, full of seeing new things and places, spending time with friends, and enjoying myself. and the occasional work session. i'm still a little worried about money right now, but okay. so far. let's face it, if i do have to get another job it's not like it will be the worst thing that ( Read more... )

so i'm a leetle drunk right now, but i just want to say that i love my friends so much! my friends from back home, my friends here, all of you. you make my life what it is. i love california and i love all of YOU! :-)

Everything is so nice here right now. When I go hiking, I can see the ocean all the way past LAX and to Long Beach. It's amazing. Sometimes I can even see the islands. It's such a beautiful view. I went to Santa Monica to go rollerblading today and that was great too. The beach was sunny and warm and beautiful and it was nice to be out among ( Read more... )

Feeling good. I'm glad to be back here and exceedingly grateful for the beautiful weather in the middle of January. My friends here and at home are doing well. My family will always be my family and I will always love them no matter what...even when we don't see eye to eye. I'm having fun, enjoying life, feeling remarkably stress-free. Cutting ( Read more... )

What can I do? I want to support my brother. I want him to be able to talk to me. I see both sides, and I know that Dad can be really hard on people. At the same time I can't just talk to either of them and pretend that I think both of them are right when I don't think that either of them are. I wish I could get them to sit down and have a ( Read more... )

Oh, home... it's really good to be here and see everyone. I miss my sister so much, and I'm getting to see other people I haven't in a while, like Becky and my aunts in Cincinnati. On the other hand...this place is so wretchedly ugly. I don't think I could ever make myself live in South Bend again. I just couldn't. It might kill my soul. No ( Read more... )

there are definite pluses to being single. now that i'm not talking to him anymore and since i'm not seeing anyone, i have almost no drama in my life. period. i miss my relationship and i miss everything that goes along with it, but this isn't as bad as it could be. i have friends. i go out and have fun when i want to and with anyone i want to ( Read more... )

was making good money for a couple weeks - this week, not so much. it's stressing me out a bit, what with the holiday season and my new expenses of medical and dental insurance. it doesn't help that i'm taking a week off work soon to go home, although it will be very slow in january anyway. perhaps i shall have to break down eventually and get ( Read more... )