funny how moving out here makes me realize just how much i do want to be with him, and now he's the one having second thoughts....when he never has before.

I have very strange dreams lately ( Read more... )

- it's been really hot lately, but other than that, the weather is beautiful...it's always sunny and bright and sometimes i even wish it would rain...which is strange for me ( Read more... )

Take the quiz:
How Old Is Your Soul?

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Thanks for your concern everyone...I really appreciate it. I'm a little better - trying to accept that some things I just can't control or change right now and I'll have to trust that there's only so much that I can do and after that it's beyond me...I can't make others behave the way I want. I wish I could sometimes, but I can't. I'm so afraid ( Read more... )

i feel very alone right now...going through some personal stuff, and there is no one i can turn to, no one whose shoulder i can cry on, no one to hug me and tell me i'll be okay. i haven't even hugged anyone in who knows how long. i'm having a very hard time.

unhappy.

i'm drunk!!!!!! for the first time since i've been in LA *because i'm too poor to drink* and i had fun and i bonded with work people and it was a great night overall...yay for being social and not staying at home like a big loser like usual even though ilike my time alone and yay for fun people and my job and i wish arek wasn't leaving ... but he ( Read more... )

Saw Click.....eh. Alright. Definitely predictable and cliched, but I liked it more than I thought I would. The little kid actors were super cute. Kate Beckinsale is hot, and I don't even swing that way, but she's super hot. I just hope that Pirates 2 is good ( Read more... )

No longer so hot - back to more normal LA weather...that's nice. Things are going well - I'm working more, and gradually getting better shifts. Hopefully soon they will move me to mostly nights. I still love it here....maybe that will change, but seeing as how I'm poor, I don't have a couch or any money at all, and I still love it, I don't think ( Read more... )