but thank goodness for old buddies and regular buddies! James Kelly and Adam rock my world, and they're the bestest. They don't totally know whats goin on in my life right now, but just having chats with them made me feel better for a moment. And I'm showing gratitude, So THANK YOU!!!

Yeah. An Ugly blah duck. I attract ugly blah ducks.


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Its that new TLC song I'm into... I'm only gonna put the stuff that stands out to me. yep. later ( Read more... )

It feels like thats a constant question in my head. I really need to remember the password to my other journal, theres SO much I need to blurt, no secrets. like percentages on stuff that might have happened, but I really don't know if that could have happened and I feel stupid that I don't know if that could have happened. Agh! blah. oh well. But ( Read more... )

Too much to say about today, none of which I really wanna mention here. Mixed feelings...not so good before, but slightly more relaxed now :-) Guess thats just how it goes. I have a new song that I kinda like by TLC. I'll prolly post it tomorrow or something, cuz I got this Chicago song in my head currently. But I like this new song. The lyrics ( Read more... )

I feel like shit on a stick.
I'll write tomorrow if I frickin feel like it.
Good night now.

k, I'm gonna make this quick, cuz I don't wanna stay on for a long time tonight. Idk what it is, I've been getting tired at like, 11:30. wtf is that? I don't know. But ok, so I didn't get much sleep last night. See, sometimes I have this weird thing where I'm half asleep and half awake? And like, I was somewhat dreaming that I was at work, and ( Read more... )

at least right now. its too depressing. my bodyguard's being called into active duty, and thats depressing me, even tho I'm not sure where he's going or what he's going to be doing there. So, no talking about war right now ( Read more... )

So, ok, today was pretty good...besides this little argument I'm currently having with wonderboy, who I haven't talked to in forever. I don't know why we don't talk much anymore. He and my bodyguard...idk, we're not keeping in contact much anymore. And they're kinda making me feel like its all my fault, or at least its coming off that way. But I ( Read more... )

theater, movies, it all rocks my world. I love bad shows and bad movies because they make me feel appreciative and better about myself. And good shows and good movies just blow me off my feet and kick me to be better than what I am now. And boy do I. I soooo need to be in something I can't take it. I better kick ass at auditions tomorrow. I don't ( Read more... )