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Ha ha :-D

I went to the park today after class, and I just sat there for a while. It was a really really nice day, so I just felt like being outside. And there were little kids there and stuff, and I'm not usually a fan of kids, but I actually didn't mind them today. This little boy and girl were playing on the tire swing together, and I actually felt myself ( Read more... )

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Ok, well I'm gonna write fast cuz I wanna go watch a movie. But work tonight kinda rocked. I got there and all was fine, and I was asking who else would be there until closing, and Sue told me that I was gonna be the only girl. SO first I was like, blah, cuz Idk, I don't know how I feel about that. And yeah, since there was a lack of femininity ( Read more... )

Ok, so I woke up in a good mood, probably because of last night. But ya know what, I've decided not to write about that. I don't want to jinx anything before it happens. So if something comes of that conversation in the future, I'll let you all know. k? Otherwise, I'll continue ( Read more... )

I didn't even realize it was the 10th until like, 3 hours ago. Woops. But anyways, yay!!! cuz today is Ryan and Billy's birthday. One's 20, one's 19. But yay :-) I should have rented that stupid Halloween Resurection movie to celebrate it in my own little way. I'm such a fool. lol and yet, I still have this little feeling that I'll know them ( Read more... )

lol, I wish I could tell you about my dream I had this morning, cuz I'd like to remember it, but its not quite appropriate and involves people who just...lol, nevermind. damn neighbors! So anyways, today I feel pretty refreshed. Who knows why. Oh, and by the way, this snow shit in april...doesn't fly with me. Warm up ( Read more... )

Well, today was junk. basically junk. I'm finally feeling better, and its time to go to sleep again, which of course after doing all day, NOW, I don't feel like doing. So I'm up, thinking about all kinds of things. Boys, of course, since I'm still a frickin teenager, and the opposite sex takes up most of the non-crucial pettiness that fills this ( Read more... )

...nothing like the slight slap from reality, reminding you how easily you can be replaced.

when am i going to find something Real.

I feel absolutely shittish, I'm going to bed. night.