my job is such bullshit. it's all red tape and office politics and the senior management trying to just barely hold things together. i want to leave so badly. but i can't quite figure out the best scenario which i can leave under...i've gone through several in my head ( Read more... )

i don't feel like writing too much but i needed to update ( Read more... )

so i'm feeling rather under the weather but i decided to go over to john's anyway to watch some TV, drink some tea, and relax.

somehow this has turned into the worst night ever.

john is downstairs right now, fighting with ghost (friend of six years) and he's been down there for almost an hour. yikes.

i  just want to go to bed and sleep this all away ( Read more... )

so i'm just about to go into my 28th hour of work and i'm really dragging. i had to do the overnight last night with steph and i really didn't want to but it's extra money. that's what i just keep telling myself. i'm getting delirious - whether it's from lack of sleep or lack of fresh oxygen i'm not sure. or it could be that i really haven't eaten ( Read more... )

it's a 3 1/2 day work week for me since i didn't work yesterday (i actually had a holiday off *gasp*) and i'm only working a half day on friday. i don't normally work on fridays anymore and vanessa might not even need me to come in if we don't get more people in but i'm playing it by ear and trying to go with the flow. right now, if i don't work ( Read more... )

leaving work early today to say good-bye to john and to pack to go home tomorrow. not looking forward to dragging a huge suitcase to work and then dragging it on the train but i know it's gonna happen. new year's will be in jersey this year (again) - wasn't expected but i'm looking forward to it. still half-wish we were spending it in richmond. i' ( Read more... )

so after a surprisingly wonderful weekend, i feel tons better than i felt on friday. i think work just got to me. thanks to miss katiebug who gave me a little relief via gmail chat during my unfortunately hectic day. and i had to stay late that friday which kinda sucked.

but after all was said and done, i got to meet up with john, went to the ( Read more... )

1)Do You Look Forward to Christmas?
usually

2)Do You Prefer Real or Fake trees?
i've always had a fake tree and don't see the need to have a real one

3) Which Do You Have?
fake

4) Do You Hang a Wreath?
not this year - maybe next year

5) Do You Hang Lights On Your House?
i live in an apartment

6) Do You Play Christmas Music?
yep - it's all i've listened to ( Read more... )

i'm at work and i definitely have work that i'm supposed to be doing but i really wanted to write in here before v came in ( Read more... )

so i'm finally at normal work now...but that also means i won't be on the computer as much today since vanessa will need it. and that's okay. i really don't think my eyes will mind not staring at a screen all day ( Read more... )