Well Jason popped up on IM last night at 9:45 or so. Too bad I go to bed at 10. Doesn't bode well if we can't even hook up on IM. He seems like a sweetheart, but maybe it's not meant to be ( Read more... )

I hate internet dating. I talked to a guy on IM for 4 hours last night. I was really thrilled because he is a unique, engaging person, who's name happens to be Jason. Funny, I made up that name for the last guy I met ( Read more... )

I am getting freaked about the parole hearing. I don't want to give the bastard the satisfaction of seeing me cry. That would be so humiliating. But when I talk about the fact that the man took away the only person who loved me unconditionally I get mad. When I talk about the fact that he tried to make me perform oral sex on him I get mad. When I ( Read more... )

Maybe I'll go lesbian after all ( Read more... )

There has been so much going on in my life that I’m not sure where to start. Things have just been nuts lately ( Read more... )

I am doing fine today ( Read more... )

Something inside me is changing. It is happening every day. Each day I realize something new about my past or about me in general ( Read more... )