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writing 2013
So writing today was.... interesting. Today in general was interesting due to the double critique I was subject to today. But writing... writing has me thrown for a loop. I'm still a little stuck by the whole experience. I presented my Larry vs. like I've done before. (though this was a new one) Basically it started out normal with everyone talking ( Read more... ) -
English Paper
So the back story to this little bit is that I was working on a paper during class. I had only about an hours worth of sleep and tons of work to do including write this 8 paged paper. Anyway I look down at what I've written and see this. I'm not totally sure when I wrote it or why but I found it funny in a dark way. I won't be sending it to my ( Read more... ) -
Life just shoves the lemons in my eyes.
I feel like it's unfair to complain about my life when my family life is going so badly lately. It just sucks because the times when I need support and help my family has a crisis. The last time I tried to complain and express how I felt during one of these moments I ended up worse off then I was before. I mean how do you really say "I'm sorry that ( Read more... ) -
Still Broken Today.
I know it's been a while since I've written anything in my lj I've been so busy that I haven't had time to write much of anything let alone my thoughts. But I think that's exactly why I want to write in it now. I hate that my first post in so long will be such a depressing and emotionally unstable entry but at the same time that's exactly how I ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Started crying so hard today that I couldn't breathe. My head started squeezing like a vice as my brain started to crave oxygen. And yet I couldn't make myself stop crying ( Read more... ) -
A fear I can't escape
Tonight was scary. I'm not used to being this scared. I'm an adult I don't get scared of things easily. The things I do get scared of usually aren't real so that's a different kind of fear but tonight I realized how completely alone and powerless I am. Vinnie's staying over again of course fucking wish he wouldn't. I get tired of him and the drama ( Read more... ) -
Great Day Great Life
It's been a while since I've posted again... School and life man. Talk about time sucks ( Read more... ) -
Mistborn
A part of me hates when I finish a good book. I'm left with a hollow and empty feeling. This happens a lot when I finish good tv shows or video games. If its something I find myself extremely obsessed with the feelings are twice as strong. Sometimes they get so bad that I even go into a near depression state while I mourn the loss of my object of ( Read more... )
