...ihaveaboyfriendwhoisbreakingmyheartalready....

its a terrible feeling to know that everyone was probably right about this.

Maybe if I write a letter to myself, I'll listen to my own advice.

its hard to get over someone if you keep hanging out with them keep opening your heart up to them and then getting nothing in return ( Read more... )

i miss waking up next to him, constantly fighting over the bed, snuggling, his kisses and our adventure days.
ugh. i hate this.

randomly hanging out with him again was one of the smartest things I've done for a while.
I'm going to keep my distance, becuase I still really like him.
Oh brother what am I doing?!

...must be anxiety.
too many feelings going through my head right now. I'm not looking forward to this evening. I wish I knew people who lived far enough away I could escape for this week. I guess I just need to run away from everything here for a while.

I hate cell phones...
....and boys who lie.

*ever been so upset about something you just threw up?

I'm a firm believer in tattoo therapy. The pain releases lots of emotions. I don't know, it just works for me.
I work until Wednesday and then I don't work until the 4th. I think I want a vacation.
I don't miss him I miss the idea of him, does that make any sense?

It's so weird to finally let this one big emotion out I've been holding inside for the past year. To finally talk about it with you. To realize maybe that feeling that I've been having may not be the best for the both of us. Could ultimately change the course of both of our lives. To have that much pressure on me and on us I can't handle. I think ( Read more... )