I need to cry so badly but I cant. I cant because it's such a weak thing and I told myself not to be weak because every single time Im weak I binge. So I havent cried since last month. Okay. So I want to cry but I wont. Next ( Read more... )

Have any of you drank vinegar???? I hear its good for the metabolism but I want more details.

please please if you have or if youve heard anyhting...tell me : ]

Like...how much each day..what times do you take it...how much its helped. 
thanks so much huns

xx
*hugs* 

Have any of you drank vinegar???? I hear its good for the metabolism but I want more details.

please please if you have or if youve heard anyhting...tell me : ]

Like...how much each day..what times do you take it...how much its helped. 
thanks so much huns

xx
*hugs* 

 Hey girls....

I was on a fast today but I wasn't allowed to. 
I hate how parents have so much control. HATE IT!!!!!!!!

:'{

But I did restrict major amounts. I think I had about 200 cals today. 
stay strong lovelies xx *hugs*

Thanks so much you guys
I was feeling so low...and I just wanted to thank all the girls commenting on my posts and helping me feel better
were all in this together  and you guys help me more than any diagnostic doctor/parent/sibling ever could. 
xxxxxxx

 I binged today ( Read more... )

 okay I'm feeling awful.

height: 5 ft. 7 in.
cw: 160
hw: 180
lw: 140
gw1: 140
gw2: 120

I'm sorry you guys....I'm such a failure.

 does no one comment anymore.....................................?

I'm feeling awful cause Im not losing as much weight as I want to but Im restricting and restricting . uugghh

Does anyone know what pot does to the metabolism???

Didnt eat much yesterday. Just a little supper. Maybe a LITTLE more than what I should have had. But I still haven't lost any more weight...
maybe I've plateaued(sp)????   Its so hard...... 

Yesterday was my first day at swimming. I feel so energized afterwards...and it burns so many calories ( Read more... )