*vent

[mind4treason]

Ok, i need to just get this out there so i don't think about it anymore. Do you ever feel like you have nobody? Like, last week i was fine and i didn't think about it, but latley i've come to grips with the horrible reality that I don't have any close friends. Well, I used to, but we don't keep in touch enough anymore to be able to call each other

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Hi from Jason

[machinethoughts]

I would have to say Meghan be yourself! I know you probably heared that all your life but its true! Look at me I am an addict but at least I admitt it! Don't change for others change for yourself! When I was with my girlfriend Tammy which is my ex-now I told her I wanted to work with young people and be a mentor to them plus tell them not to go down the route I have gone plus I was staying clean at the time and not doing these things! She told me I don't think thats a good idea because you are a ugly person inside and she totally destroyed me and my feelings and because of her I chose to go down my path and not to follow my heart and dreams of helping others! Instead I ended up doing drugs, sex, and alchol all the time! It made me a shell of a person to this day! I am still trying to recover from this relationship and trying to move on with my life its just so very hard! Please e-mail me and I will talk to you some more about it! The reason I say e-mail me is because usually I get commented on my comments and people try to preach to

Re: Hi from Jason

[mind4treason]

Thanks, jason. I'll e-mail you. And as soon as i figure out how to do that MSN thing...i'll do it too. *smile

Re: Hi from Jason

[machinethoughts]

Thanks Meghan its good to hear from you! I will talk to you soon! Laters for now!

PS keep you head up always ok!

[glasspromise]

hey girl. i know i don't get to hang out with you very much ( and i wish that would change) but i'm still going to give you my input

Thanks

[mind4treason]

You're so right, Jess. Thanks. I know i shouldn't care, but i'm just disappointed in my youth pastor. And i do care. But what you said "you're perfect in the only eyes that matter." I loved it! SO TRUE. thanks

[xequalswhy]

meghan

[mind4treason]

Cass, thanks for giving me your phone number. I will call you! And i understand what you're saying. I know that i shouldn't care, but like i told Jess in the above entry, I do care that he said that about me. And now my trust is like broken with him, and he's my Youth Pastor. It does suck, but hey....what can ya do. Oh well.
HECK YEAH....girls night would be GREAT! I get done with school in 1 week. then summer!!! YAY

[shdesoftruth]

oh man i know how you feel.

*smile

[mind4treason]

I know you do. hey, now we can talk each other about how popular we are since people seem to be talking about us. lol