Well well what to write today.. not much is new, nucomm fucked me over, surprise surprise... I had a negative attitude in training i was told.. negative... I sat there was friendly to all got excelent marks on tests sept the last one cause i was sick with strep throat, and darryl made me do it without preping me and i failed by 3% then he denyed me ( Read more... )

yup... Oh man i'm starved like so hungery my stomcah is growling angerily at me and i feel the urge to vomit, but i won't cause my stomachs to empty... i should go eat... Mmm but then i'll get fat :( BUT i could nibble celery and cheese! Or go smoke a bowl and pass out till i feel like eating.. No I don't starve myself, i admit i do have a mild ( Read more... )

So uhm, yeah can't really say a whole bunch, guess i don't get out often
Anyways the latest about me is! nothing, still no work i'v been bugging nucomm for the past two weeks now but there just dickin me around, how hard is it to CALL ME BACK and tell me i'm rehireable or not i mean really i been in there 3 times now pestering for an answer... ( Read more... )

I'm a very cranky person when tired.. as seen below.. but not tired tired... woken up tired where you wake me.. and i'm not quite done sleeping so i get mad and... yell or hit things or... stuff... Yeah... or like below, write angery journal comments ahahaha! So lame... Anywho i'm baked so imma go pee then lay in bed smoke a bowl watch the lesbian ( Read more... )

Nothing ever really changes, everything just repeats over and over again. Get a job, do this wake up don't sleep go shower don't shower blah fuckity blah ( Read more... )

not really just a few days of busy forgetfullness... Well newyears has come and gone, Tried K.. fun stuff right there! got drunk a couple times, wasted etc. Made out with sam again, that was some uhm, interesting night lol, not that i'm complaining ;) I'm a tad stiff in certin areas.. one leg one shoulder.. neck a bit.. i'm aware of why so i only ( Read more... )

I like the rain, any rain I love it.. Standing under a ledge or even under nothing, just watching it fall about the land, splattering off of every surface, catching on my hair sending a glittering drop down before my eyes, giving that cool refreshing feeling, adding moisture to your skin tasting it on your lips, and the feel of hot breath on cold ( Read more... )

It's true.. I really have to pee, So bad my legs are swaying and i'm shivering... picture this.. ~Your sitting in your computer chair, a small  one with no arms on either side, the back rest resting on a raised portion thats thin... So your sitting backwards with ribs pressed on the back rest, leaning over just a bit to type.. it's all around ( Read more... )

Ok so recently I been really wanting to just write about anything that pops in my head but not on paper, so here i am.. Again.. I deleted all old entries because.. i don't need the old memories.. there gone thats that.. moving on ( Read more... )