If I die, it is because of heartbreak...

I'm falling a part. I was completely fine till just a second ago. I signed onto myspace for something and went to BEST FRIEND meggie's page and not only am I far down on her friends list, but Amy is TWO above me. I know that top whatever shouldn't mean a god damn thing but this is my "sister". This is my best friend since birth. I don't even know ( Read more... )

I want to write a story...Jake had written one and it was amazing...I want to write again...though I doubt anything I could write could even compair to his...I LOVED it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pJoMeEg8cM

Since its 5 am I'm going to go a head and consider it Monday...which means I get sworn into the United States Navy in two days!!! After of course a 12 hour physical...blah on that...but You do what you gotta do...and I can't wait...I think this is the best choice I've ever made for myself ever!!! :)

So what happens when in the future, you get everything you've always wanted? If you are the happiest you think you could ever get, where do you go from there? Isn't there only down? What if you don't know? What if you are SO scared of loosing what you have, that you ultamitly loose what you have because you are too scared to begin with? And why are ( Read more... )

So I can't write this on myspace (which has become my new means of anything internet) because my mother reads that stuff and she doesn't know about me and the Navy yet...I plan on telling her in the next two weeks, but I'd rather she heard if from my mouth and not the internet ( Read more... )

Could someone shoot me...that would be great thanks...

I work tonight...thats lame espically since I woke up early and went running and then worked out and I can't sleep to save my life...I need a nap!!! I also went to Kroger and bought the things I would need to make the same AMAZING stur fry Amy always makes me and my dumb ass got the wrong soy sauce. WHAT THE HELL!!!??? So I'll eat it...but I'd ( Read more... )

So I went home with Amy and Denise to Detroit last week and while waiting in the recruters office for them him and I got to talking...nearly an hour and a half later...I've decided FOR MYSELF that I'm joining the Navy ( Read more... )