I'm told i'm aloof. After a week of barely a word that's what I am privelaged enough to hear. I figure some half-assed responce that'll quell the moment and lead to some sort of bland convorsation with an even lesser point. The whole time my mind is backing into wonder as to why the one labeling me in that way never sought out to as much take a ( Read more... )

My stomachs been imploding, i've got endlessly rattled nerves, im utterly unhappy, my heart is acting entirely to wierd ( not figuratively ), my arm keeps giving me extremely sharp pains, and i don't have single person to talk to face to face about a single thing around me. i could be in the middle of a crowd and it will not fill me an inch. this ( Read more... )

You put a good man in front a young woman and she will undoubtedly push him aside so she can continue her masquerade with ignorance hand in hand.

Im sleeping so I can pass the time away ( Read more... )

get THIS. So Sandi was all upset-like about the house being in dis-array. So in the hour that she's gone I totally clean the kitchen and living room. She gets home, says nothing about it, barely even looks me in the face ( assuming she even attempted ) , and when I say " What? So you've got nothin' to say about the cleaning? " ( paraphrasing, and ( Read more... )

i've gone down thinking blissful ( Read more... )

I don't see the big deal. I say lets just fuck and let it be. We're bored, im not an 'ugly chut', endorphines kick ass, i am to please and nothing less, it feels goods, and everyone goes to their own place at the end of the night. fuck it, just let go and have some fun for a while. it ain't like it's a wedding ring.

i feel like im going insane inside. i do all i can to hide it.i keep twitching.

nothing has changed since yesterday, my attitude towards others during my job is manging to highly reflect that. and so is my performance. i don't want to just push it down again to have it come back anymore, but i don't know what to do. how on earth does a person stop feeling so empty? I feel emotionless except for all the negativity I feel. I don ( Read more... )

I feel really empty an alone. I'm not dealing with this well