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I want you to...
Love me like I love you
Trust me
Be honest to me always
Treat me like I'm Everything to you
Keep all your promises
Never hurt me

...Change

Sicken by
Murderous thoughts
A mutual violence
between mind and self
A victim of my own disease

I wanna tear down these walls
Escape from my life
Gather up my shit
and say Goodbye to this strife

Running down the hall
Making my way out
Screaming "FUCK YOU ALL!"
I'm almost halfway there now

But I wake up from this
To the defining white blur
The corpses around me
I wonder who they were

They stare back at me
With catacomb eyes
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Falling faster yet I'm still here
holding on to my very last thread
But the end seems so near
I'm wondering...Is it all in my head?

I'm trying to climb
but I keep s l i p p i n g
Trying to buy my time
but my thread is ripping

I don't think I can do this
I feel myself getting weak
The odds are hit or miss
But looking rather bleak

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your Angel
a guardian
cloaked with human imperfections
My heart never left you
even though you RIPPED it out
You dragged me down
and spit on me
Drank my tears
like an imbecile you ignorantly
poked and prodded at my wounds
feeding off my demise

It's out of my hands
Fallen beyond my reach
Only God can pass judgement now

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Silent and deadly
you've got me right where you want me
Lock and load
and cock the trigger of your lips
Point the barrel straight at me
and Blast me
Am I more than what you bargained for?

I'm one heartbreak away from
Independence
and one love less of a homocide
So hold me close
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i thought of you last night
and how much i'd love to see-

you falling down just like me
your blood spilled all over the fucking floor.

and when it's all through
it'll be a 12 step process just to breathe.