You come out at night
That's when the energy comes
And the dark side's light
And the vampires roam
You strut your rasta wear
And your suicide poem
And a cross from a faith that died
Before Jesus came
You're building a mystery

You live in a church
Where you sleep with voodoo dolls
And you won't give up the search
For the ghosts in the halls
You wear sandals in ( Read more... )

i have no hope left...

i have no will to live

everything i love hurts

i need to feel like i need to be alive,

because right now im dead

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Are you happy with your given name?:
Not really.

What is the one thing you like to do alone?:
sleep, draw, read

What's a major fear of yours?:
Giving up and not going for my dreams.

Do you know anyone famous? (who?)
hmmmm.... no

Describe your bed:
matress, with sheets, some pillows, and a blankie

What type of character would you play in a movie?:
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L A S T . P E R S O N . W H O?

1. You hung out with?: Monica, and Julie
2. Saw you cry?:  whole soccer team
3. Went to the movies with?: don't remember
4. You went to the mall with?: mom
5. You went to dinner with?: mom and dad
6. You talked on the phone to?: wendy
7. Made you laugh, like really really laugh?: holly

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

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Midnight here and I’m all alone again
Chain-smoking and I’m in my bed
I just want to disappear here inside of me
Ride out the hopelessness in my head

Whatcha doing with you're life, you ask me
Baby you're not good enough for me
What's the matter with you, you keep asking
Can you do better for me, better for me
Can you do better for me, better for ( Read more... )

so im running on zero hours of sleep right now. i tried taking a nap and i had no luck with that. i have had sleeping issues all week for some odd reason. i looked in the mirror in the art room and my eyes were red and it looked like i was stoned. ms kennard agreed with me that explains the weird looks from teachers all morning. also i was told ( Read more... )

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