Im not feeling too pretty inside
kind of brittle and dry
and when I cry
everything gets wrinkled and I become a raisin
floating like a tiny turd in your milk

I feel like a crazy person lately.
wandering without focus.

I shall never grow up, make believe is much too fun.

 So last night I had a dream that my eyeball fell out, my right eyeball, I was rubbing my eyes and it just came out and fell on the ground and go all dirty. I picked it up and rushed into the house where Kai was washing dishes so that I could rinse it off before attempting to put it back in. I put it back in but it felt awkward and would not really ( Read more... )

oh me 
oh my

Dear internet,
you are BORING.

It is really really nice outside. Im going to take a shower and then bask in the sunshine with my camera and my journal and breakfast. Cleaning the house is also on the list of things to do today...... because tomorrow is all about baking cookies and the new star trek movie. 
My little brother is seriously the best ( Read more... )

 I feel gross. Tomorrow is going to be better.

darn....

 nothing like those 12 hour work days 

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drunk and awake drunk and awake...