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what the hell am i supposed to do? why does he finally say goodbye now. is he expecting me to do something? I am so fucking confused! I cant take whats going on. I want to make things right. To be able to be his friend. Is that what he wants? Im so scared of being set up for heartach again. He knows he can do it. with just a few words. Him saying ( Read more... )

ok so here it is. I have had so many questions running through my head these days. Like I wonder how could people just throw their lives away for drugs. I feel bad for those people, but for one in perticular. I know you hate me, but i dont hate you I just dont want you to ruin your life you have such great potiential and i know you will reach the ( Read more... )

right now this is so hard. it takes a lot to go on. and days like these get really hard. days like these when i remember everything. every happy memory and sad memory. it makes me feel lonely. well more like empty.everyting reminded me of you. the movie, the song the gloomy then sunny day, they way i hid how sad i was. all i thought about was you. ( Read more... )

wowo i really miss those talks. I really didnt want to know what i know know, but i needed to know. It hurts but it doesnt. How can that possible make since? I make no since so it ok. I think im in love. Thats a good thing right. I dont think im ready for that though. I dont want someone to hurt me like that again. Does that makes since?

I got the giggles for someone. I don't think he knows I like him though. Hes so cute. it is so weird feeling like this. I kinda like it hehehe.

errrrrrrrr. yes im growling at the screen. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. okay here it goes. i get my stuff back tonight. after 9. i guess hes going to fuck ashley. i hope he gets every disease i can think of.errrrr. i know im not a nice person. okay here goes the sad stuff. he hurt me and he doesnt care. i wish i could say im completely over him. i am sooo ( Read more... )

I have come to the point that i really cant remember who i am anymore. i have lost all sight of me. i mean since all this shit with my mother i guess i just feel a bit numb. not in the fact about my love life just to clarify that no doubts there but every where else. i mean the people i thought were my best friends are just there when they need ( Read more... )

Is it my fault that i cant stand the fact of him going to a party with a bunch of girls i dont know getting drunk and all of them spending the night in the same house? i mean am i going crazy or am i being a bich? im sorry if i cant trust any straight female to be in the room with him. and its like i told him its not you i dont trust its the whores ( Read more... )

well my life is hard to deal with right now it like no one even see what they do to people mom moved to flordia has a fat boyfriend hates my dad and me she told me today that if i didnt respect dave (fat guy) she didnt respect josh which was stupid. then i told her that i didnt feel comfy whit the idea of him answering the phone and she said if it ( Read more... )