Reading back logs on things really makes me...whats the word...mad, no...confused, no. I don't know how to describe it actually. I know that when I wrote a lot of those things I was hurting inside. Hurting with great intesity, but not nearly as bad as other times in my life. It wasn't just what I wrote that I read about. I read some things ( Read more... )

Hey look, I can still log in to this thing! I only did so because SOMEBODY told me there was info in her LJ that I could look at...but I saw nothing. No telling if I am ever going to post anything here again what with the invention of facebook, but a nice big howdy hello to ppl who still hide out in here!!

WHAT KIND OF GIRL ARE YOU ( Read more... )

even my sister thinks i am a failure and she just quit wal-mart to work at busch gardens

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Bobsicle

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If you read this,
even if we do not speak often,
comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
good or bad.
Just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your livejournal.
See what other people remember about you...

Would you believe I am still stupid enough to wait up for his calls, or some for of contact. I do. I want so badly for someone to care about me on a bigger level, something more than friendship that I torture myself with people who can't even see how miserable I am waiting on them to acknowledge my mere existence. I think about the things that I ( Read more... )

ya know...i never went to Reading, but I think it is a good program and you all should do what you can to save it. Go to that website in the e-mail for the yahoo group, they have updates on there. Just imagine what country will be denied next. If Reading is first, you know they will start to shake the shit tree in other programs and before you ( Read more... )

I might move to Canada...

not that any of you would notice, I just thought I would let you know