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Darla
Last night I woke up at 3 am and thought of her. Her dark brown curly hair and big glasses, her tiny frame and gentile voice. I wondered if she could watch us. If she approved of Paul's life, her boys', even mine. I fantasized that she did, that she would come and tell me and I would get to hug her one last time and let her know how much we love ( Read more... ) -
I dont care what you think as long as its about me...
ahh Christmas ( Read more... ) -
mmm livejournal
Its so nice to find you again. I really need safe harbor for my feelings.. It has been so long since I have expressed them. Reading all of these entries really brings back a lot of painful memories, how hurt I was and all those things I went through. Just to catch myself up in my life, or whoever might be reading this.. So much happened in my life ( Read more... ) -
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I miss livejournal. So simple... So hidden from the world. No one has to know you if you dont want them too. SO heres what I can tell you and no one else. I hate living on my own. I love Mark but it sickens me waking up to him every morning. I feel like I deserve more... -
I found the cure to growing older... and your the only place that feels like home...
UGH feel better!!! I had a dream about baby kittens and they kept dying last night.. all innocent with big blue eyes.. it broke my heart -
Wake me up when September ends....
I dont understand why I can't move myself out of this slump. I just can't get happy ( Read more... ) -
fuck you.. im broken
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GOD DAMN YOU HURRICANE KATRINA! Not only did you almost kill my cousin but you made the price of gas inflate and now I can't afford to leave town. Not only am I making barely above minimum wage and half my check goes to gas anyways, but now my car payment is actually less a month then the amount of gas I put in my car and thats insane... It used to ( Read more... )
