bleh

[mindlesswhore]

got checked out during 3rd period today for a trip to the psychiatrist...that went well, i guess. apparently i have borderline personality disorder, as well, which would explain my horrendous inability to understand or explain myself to other people. so i'm getting a new medication for my anxiety attacks (ie: last night's journal fiasco...i'm so

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[sinnersdream]

...im ganna miss you.. snif sniff.. really its not ganna be the same without you...

[beatenbygravity]

oh, you'll just have to hang out with sara, then. she can be my replacement in the evil sarcastic bitch (that was a joke, guys...) department...i think she'll fair quite well.

[sinnersdream]

humm.. sara..
much missing wil still happen im sorry.

[tifaleonhart]

I know how you feel, though I'm sure that doesn't make you feel any better. All I can sya is that I don't think you should stop working at your school work. A higher F is better than a low one really. That is if you still want to go to college, which I really, REALLY suggest.
If you do stop caring about school, at least come in the mornings or stop by my house. I want to see you before you leave.

Anyway, I think it's best if you and Jaron just don't see each other for a while(unless something happened at school since I wasn't there today).

Just remember I'm here for you if you ever, EVER need me.

[beatenbygravity]

<3 i will, most definitely, be hanging out with you more often. see you later; i may stop by tomorrow, because i'm excused from school until wednesday.

[caught_in_22]

I would definately like to be added to your new jounral (but the friends-only option can't even let me comment to ask to be added?).
I wouldn't have seen you next year anyway, so I hope Chicago is better for you than this hellhole has been recently.
You'll always have art with you, and that's one thing to love about it. You're really (seriously) great, and should focus on that strenghth. Screw school - you have talent that doesn't require passing some dumbass core course to do well in life.

[beatenbygravity]

you're added.
i know i'll always have my art...really, that's all i've ever had (oh, that was emotastic). so that, in itself, won't be much of a change. i probably won't quit school altogether, but if i do, i really don't think it will affect me as much as it will my mom. i honestly want to finish school, just so i don't look like a failure on job applications for mcdonald's, but i can always go back and get my ged, or whatever, and that would be perfectly fine for me. i don't really give a shit about peoples' expectations regarding college, etc.
thanks for all the optimism/compliments, casey. and i still say you shouldn't be a damn dentist. <3

[caught_in_22]

emotastic - heck yes
I also wanted to say "at least finish high school, blah blah blah", but I hate people who tell you what to do directly. I think it's a good idea, only because it's harder to go back and try to finish your GED instead of just completing it now and getting that much over with.
I'll move to Chicago later so I can pull YOUR teeth with fierce satisfaction!

[macabreclouds]

I'm sorry as well, its not just your fault

[thevanillaninja]

man, you get to get out of the 'ville. lucky you.. most everyone who moves here never gets to leave. those that do get out.. usually come back (I did). have fun in the windy city.. isn't that chicago? or.. I don't know.

[beatenbygravity]

that sounds suspiciously like 'ethan frome', if you ask me (which you didn't, but who cares).
yes, brian, the windy city is chicago. good job, retard. <3

[thevanillaninja]

it's bryan with a 'y' by the way. and I'm just saying, honestly, that I hate this town for being so small and, well, podunk.

and I feel very offended by your lack of friending me. we had a great conversation about flicking your bean and the like. that was pretty damn deep if you ask me.

[mindlesswhore]

sorry, bryan. i despise this town as well.

i'm sorry, that was a deeply intellectual conversation. i just forgot to friend you because i was too busy (ironically) flicking my bean. you will now be added.