I went out tonight and realized that even without some of the people in my life that brought me pain and suffering, I seem to find it. In a span of 4 hours I managed to cause a dramatic episode that I will hear about for a good few weeks. All because someone said I said something I really didn't...AGAIN. I am so tired of being the scapegoat for ( Read more... )

Today I am going to get to the bottom of one of my friendships. I've become so estranged from this person that I have become indifferent to anything concerning this person. For real, at this point I don't really care what happens. I just need to allow myself to find some kind of closure before I leave so that I don't have any loose strings to ( Read more... )

I find myself emotionally scattered all over the place. Knowing I am leaving in 7 weeks to take a job in Korea is causing me to really evaluate my friendships and those that say they are "close" to me. I am not happy with my personal relationships right now and I am trying to figure out why!?! What happened? Where did things go wrong? Why are ( Read more... )

These gaps in my postings are really giving me plenty to write about ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I last posted only because I have been trying to keep most of my angst in and not explode on here or on anyone. With me and my roommate parting ways on a sour note (his doing not mine), things just keep getting emotionally worse and worse. I am an emotional powerhouse and nothing short of the second coming of Christ will ( Read more... )

I have been silent for about a year now and I think it's about time that I become vocal. Okay, so I've graduated from West Georgia, moved to Atlanta, and made a whole lot of new friends (friends I am seriously thinking about filtering...again). I am so mentally balanced right now and unfortunately, my roommate has a BIG problem with that ( Read more... )

I learned something this year on spring break....there is a such thing as too much of a good thing. I found you go on spring break with like 17 other people that everything is contagious. I mean, I had a song stuck in my head all break from a movie titled "Just Friends" with Ryan Reynolds and Amy Smart (very funny movie...if you haven't seen it ( Read more... )

Today I realized that the semester is almost over and where I probably would have been terrified by the thought I am actually comforted. Getting away from the place that has been holding me back for so long is refreshing and stimulating. I go home practically every weekend now just so I won't have to suffer. I will miss this place but not enough ( Read more... )

It is Monday and the beginning of my birthday week. I told myself that I would take the whole week seeing how I haven't been able to enjoy being me for some time now. From the month in the hospital and the surgery, being me has been wretched. A slight sliver lining is the fact that my duration in the hospital did help me to lose 20+ pound and ( Read more... )

Well, the first week of school is almost over and I couldn't be more happy. I think literally, this had to be the worst week in the history of first weeks of school...EVER!! I mean, having to change my schedule a million times because I haven't completed my classes from last semester only was the beginning (damn appendix). I got told I was going ( Read more... )