Incompatible, it don't matter though ( Read more... )

I titled this entry "All I want is to matter" because that's what seems to be the biggest problem in my life. I have allowed people in my life that make me feel as though I don't matter. People are so self-absorbed that actually putting someone else's needs before their own is not even in the equation ( Read more... )

This weekend I am on "vacation" from Atlanta and I find that it isn't much of a vacation at all. I mean, we have already been fighting and arguing since the other crew got here and honestly, I don't know why. I somehow made it back to the hotel room without being bothered and I think I passed out, but when I came to everyone was around me and so ( Read more... )

I just recently came into a group of three that I NEVER thought in a million years would form. I have been friends with the two of them for a while, but for one reason or another never allowed ourselves to get close enough to impact each others lives. Does that make sense!?! I hope so because I don't feel like going back to fix it...lol ( Read more... )

My birthday was this past weekend and a lot happened. I came to the conclusion that I am not going to try and make the effort make new friends and such. I am beyond disappointment, beyond disgusted and well passed any emotions involving people I know, once knew, or will know ( Read more... )

They say you are as only as strong as your mind will allow. With that said, I must be a powerhouse...hahaha. Only a few people are capable of getting to me to the point where I feel I need to say something or cause me to act out of character, but I think I have even gotten a grip on them. Now that I have phased out what I thought would have been ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, the worst day I can possibly think of. I never understand the point of celebrating love in a span of 24 hours, when we should be honoring it everyday of our lives. If we have someone or people we love, we should cherish them with every breath we take, but instead we create a day to express just how much we love that ( Read more... )

Seriously, people are just not worth it anymore (or were they ever!?!). I have almost completely changed my life for the better. I've made some new friends, a new job, and a new outlook on life, but something is still wrong ( Read more... )

I never thought I would be back writing here, but as history has taught me...NEVER SAY NEVER!! I think mostly the reason I stopped writing in the first place is because I need some time to get back to the roots of me. I've been through so much in the past 10 or so months that now that things are getting back to some kind of normalcy I truly ( Read more... )

Okay, so I never realized until I woke up this morning how fast of an emotional healer I am. I mean, I distanced myself away from a friend just two weeks ago because I felt like I was dying from the inside out and now when I think about him, I don't get that sick, sinking feeling. You know that feeling...when you feel your heart in your stomach ( Read more... )