grrrrrr....im in an amazing mood. seriously, its awesome. im at such a happy stage where i just really dont care about worrying. it doesnt matter anymore. why worry about things? im going to be happy with whatever happens anyway, so i dont bother with the worry. so, i quit speculating, and now im giving up the worry issue. i just dont understand ( Read more... )

so christmas was good right? yeah, other than the fact that about 5 minutes after i get to my grammas house for christmas dinner, my mom walks in and her hand is all bleeding and stuff and she tells me that she and scott flipped the truck into a ditch, and its totaled. everyone is ok, just minor stuff. the thing is, clay and i left my moms place ( Read more... )

i had fun today. pretty much all i did was pretend like i was martha stewart. i went out to my moms, which was sorta treacherous because of the road conditions, and the fact that she lives like 15 minutes from town. anyway, i didnt have any problems getting out there. so we made cookies (chocolate chip, chocolate oatmeal, oatmeal raisin, frosted ( Read more... )

seriously, im 20 years old. i am capable of driving in snow. my mom is all freaking out on me because she wants me to stay the night with her tonight so that i can wake up in the morning and just open presents with them, and not have to worry about driving on the ice. no. she doesnt understand that i havent stayed the night with her on christmas ( Read more... )

fudge rounds are so addictive. i swear i have had like 6 today. so im sitting here thinking about how bad my back hurts, and remembering how uncomfortable i was in the movie because it hurt so bad. seriously, maybe i need to seek medical attention. oh well. lacie went to bed right after the movie, which was awesome because we got like 20 people to ( Read more... )

its so pretty outside. i know i havent updated in awhile, but everything is going very well. betts stayed the night last night with us because of all the snow, and we just hung out at andys for a bit. it was funny because i drove over there and we made it all the way to the front yard of andys and then got stuck so kicker had to push us out, along ( Read more... )

i think if you made a reality tv show out of our lives it would be extremely funny. i mean, even if you picked just one day out of the week to follow us around, you wouldnt believe the things...so lacie calls me and says she is stuck in a ditch on some backwoods road, and dogs are trying to attack her car. well, i rush out there in my little neon ( Read more... )

so apparently i feel like i dont have enough confusion in my life so i decided to create *just* a bit more. its no big deal though, and it kinda helps me deal with another crazy situation a little easier, so i guess i minimized the worry? yeah...that only makes sense to me i think. so...i know what i want, but i also know what i dont want. so i ( Read more... )

im so very sleepy. i have to be up at 9:45 for work, where i will be until like 9pm because of utm graduation. we are supposedly going to be quite busy. well, i just got home from a huge night of crazy. first of all, we were supposed to be going over to jakes house to sit around and chill, which is what i wanted to do considering i have early hours ( Read more... )

last night was awesome. lacie, betts, and i went to jackson to 'celebrate' the single life. its started off rough...we were undecisive about exactly how we wanted to go about doing things, considering we all still feel some sort of attachment towards the boys. anyway i got off work and we met up around 11:30 to head off to jackson, a bottle of ( Read more... )