if anyone has been looking for updates on here, it would become obvious that there arent any. reason for that is i have since moved on with the situations my livejournal illustrates so graphically, and i would like to point you in the direction of my new adventures in blogging. i hope that you will continue to visit my thoughts with me. if not, ( Read more... )

ive become the biggest goober lately. im completely out of my mind. not in a strange way, its almost like im just so carefree i could float away. sure, there are the little annoying things that some people do that irk me, but what can ya do? anyway. hope all is well with all.

not much happening. im trying to do well in school. something has motivated me. maybe that fact that i looked at my grades for more than 2 seconds. i decided since i actually know what i want to do with my life, and i am satisfied with what i want to do, then i cannot slack off like i have been. ive pretty much been busting my ass. havent partied ( Read more... )

spring break is making its rounds on us all. try playing cirlce of 'life' w/out using pronouns. thats hilarious. anyway im making spaghetti right now, as i ponder the importance of my current job. thinking about quitting. anyone have any ideas as to what i should pursue for cash??

What kind of jewel are you?
Amethyst
You are the epitome of ( Read more... )

spring break shouldnt be cold.

stolen from michAEl who
stole from jordan who
stole it from dixie
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im sitting here, with these mixed feelings. icouldnt sleep well, because i had these dreams of how i wanted it to be, then i woke up and knew it wasnt happening that way. it is so painful, but i dont want to be sad, because i know thats not what would be wanted. im listening to songs that remind me of the days we were so innocent and invincible. we ( Read more... )

played shot glass checkers last night. while everyone else filled their glasses with beer, i chose to fill mine with liquor and oj. i lost. both times. i actually did pretty well up until the actually losing part. i kept thinking i was setting myself up for some double jump action, when i was really putting myself in the position to be double ( Read more... )

so hungry. cant eat anything. doctors appointment tomorrow. wont let me eat past 9pm. so tired. cant sleep. gotta clean my room. have a phobia of sleeping in a messy room. so headachey. cant take a pill. doctor wont let me drink past 9pm. cant swallow a pill without water. so sad. lacie is sick. hope she feels better soon. hope i dont get sick ( Read more... )

i was thinking today about how all of my friends talk about going 'home', meaning the place they grew up, or their parents house. i dont think i really have a place to call home. i mean, i havent lived with eitehr of my parents in soooo long, i dont even have a bed at their houses. its weird. my home is actually my apartment. i couldnt imagine ( Read more... )

my eye is painfully hurting. as in comparision to comfortably hurting. i spent some time at the library the past couple nights. forgot just how soothing it is. see, i have this issue with not liking to be alone. not because im afraid of it, just because i would rather have company everywhere i go. its the social aspect of it. i enjoy spending time ( Read more... )