hey all....i just found out that i have to take 4 more classes in order to get my assoc. from wcjc sucks ass so in order to please my dad i will probably be here through spring semester....sucks ass i hate this dam school. god why do i have to be stuck here.i hate this shit.

work sucks so bad....im still sad. but what else is new ( Read more... )

things arent that bad other than the fact that i miss well i miss gary so much and im trying to get over him but i just dont think that i really can. im coming to the realization that i probably wont get my puppy cause when i move i dont want an extra 300$ on my bill...aaahhhhh this sucks. i just think seriously that i will be one of those women ( Read more... )

well the other day i had it out with my ex fiancee he can officially kiss my ass forever cant believe that i actually argued with him for about three hours...ughhh thats what i get for being nice and actually saying "HI" fuck him..the thought of him makes me want to puke...now on the other hand gary...he doesnt make me want to puke and even though ( Read more... )

well i don't know who will read this but maybe some day one person will and give me some insight as to why life is always so shitty...i can never stop caring...i will never thats the truth...but thats o.k. i guess it was meant to happen that way but i will always be there if he needs me for anything thats a promise. but i guess i think i need a ( Read more... )

god why does the world fall upon my little heart and break it apart into tiny little peices of hate that i can pick up and tape together?
Nothing is what it seems and why do i always have to be reminded that i am a depressed person?
god i hate myself for caring so much. not even about myself.lifesucks.