I wish I was better with words.

I just don't know what to do when I can't even talk to the people I use to be able to talk to.

My brain is scrambled and I feel like a pile of mush.

#insertemosonglyric

i am in love again.

and it scares the shit out of me.

but i love it.

im sick of trying to lose weight.

everyone was like, youre gonna pass. youre so smart. you have nothing to worry about. boy did i prove them wrong. i feel like such a failure. i feel like im stupid and maybe i shouldnt be on pcu if i cant pass the certified nurse exam. and i cant help but wonder if the other people would pass as i fail. i try to be a good nurse and apparently i ( Read more... )

so if you cant tell by the header...im annoyed ( Read more... )

i dont like when i feel this way. i didnt expect to feel this way. i want to know which way to go. but im not sure which way i want...

So, let me start off saying Josh left his valentines day presents at the house. he said he just forgot them bc they were on the table and he left in a hurry out the front door. understandable to me ( Read more... )

so i have tried to just distance myself from josh. now its only been one day... but i hope i have done a good job. he called me at lunch. thats good right? i told him i would call when i got off work, he didnt sound enthused... so i just txt him. he didnt call me. and i didnt try to call him. i either hope it all works out. or it all ends soon. im ( Read more... )

last time i updated livejournal i was venting this is, again, another vent ( Read more... )

i feel better